LOVE. there's at least 14 definitions of it on the dictionary.com website. according to

2.	a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

i think i really love her. now i understand what gabriela and charmaine felt a few years back. they were so close that they thought they are lesbians. that's when they started to move away from each other. i also kinda know what debra felt when relationship breaks. hey, don't get worried. i'm not curved (un-straight). it's jus when i thought of losing a best friend make me want to cry. of course i did. but it's not gonna make the situation any better, q will still go. however, her impact in my life will never fade off. it will alwys be a part of me(as she changed my character partially) i know i've never said this b4, but the relationship workshop really taught me something relevant- appreciate others, so i'm gonna say it now as we do not know what's gonna happen tmr.

qin, i love you! i appreciate all your efforts in maintaining our friendship. i hope this will go on even when u're away but if it doesn't, rmb that we'ill meet someday again in heaven. so please go to church and read the bible!! don't get pulled away by this world.

i'm impressed by n. the way she can write things w/o caring who may thing abt her. sometimes being frank isnt a bad thing. although i understand why she wrote them, but i don't agree. i guess that's how human nature is, everyone reacts differently to situations.

i'm a possessive person? then why am i jealous?