i forgot to upload the pictures from botanic garden. it's in the other com. shall try to put them up next time.

cny, is no longer abt ang paos and food. it's abt bonding with relatives even though u dunno their names. it's abt keepin in contact even without parents pulling u all together. played com with gabin, ginne , andy, elaine and angela... and also played connect 3/4/5 with gary, cus we're so bored at playing connect 4 onli. connect 5 is super hard to win while connect 3 is the opposite..

watched this dvd on a guy with no arms and legs. re-enforced my thinking on not judging ppl by what they do, how they look like. but we must like them for who they are... also i've gotta find out my purpose in life. he mentioned that he's was to be a speaker that inspires and help others. however, not everyone have to be a speaker too. so what's ur purpose? that aft all these years of education and sufferin, what do u wanna accomplish?

if u have to endure pain and sufferings in your life so much that u wanna die, will u still live on as u noe that one moment in ur life, u will get to save another person's life?