New shit just happens everyday.

我愛你 你愛她 她愛她 她愛他 ...

I must have been too attached to you that I feel hurt.

It's progressive, like step by step, the disappointment increases such that I felt really really affected.

I was laughing, making it like a joke but I could feel tears coming out (ok, maybe I was exaggerating- but having the effect in which tears can drop in this sort of silly situation shows how affected i am)

Action: Diversify.

On the bright side, saturday at vivo was really relaxing. I missed my VJC choir friends so much. I guess i'm more attached to juniors than to my batch or seniors. Talking to them about school scary stories and love life. I feel like I am the one being counselled instead. Colin asked me : " you're planning on getting married right?" I went: "I really don't know... i don't mind being single/alone." Heartaches of my friends relationship seems to affect me more than them. And they were still so hopeful of love. Perhaps theirs was just 1 failed love. But I was a collation of all the sad stories I've heard.