It's really hard to depend on God all the time. Or rather, it would have been easy if I can depend on God all the time. Other than posting things I've learnt in a positive way, I've decided to enlarge my writing scope to include doubts that I have.
We are all imperfect. But our imperfect shows even more when we're in a group. Would it be better if we're all in solitude, enjoy the peace and comfort alone.
I understand why you behave that way. We're too exposed to the world that we will learn one or two tricks from there. We seek to be accepted. We want to stand out. We hope for attention. At that age, I too, behaved that way. However, currently, I m not mature enough to tolerate or accept you. You need time. But can I disappear while you grow up? Putting it another way, can I come back when I'm mature enough to accept you and the following batches?
I wish I could do that. However, I've been too deeply rooted. I could have stunt growth, but I can never uproot myself. On the other hand, can I survive in such an environment?
I wonder what did the ''seniors'' feel when I was like that in the past. haha.
