choir ends early so me, ming xin and pin lang went to changi airport to eat popeyes. don't like it leh. both the price and the food. oh ya, the girls think i'm a lesbian. i guess i should just stop telling others about how i feel.

aft tt we went to study.

airport is such a high class place. good for study, good for talking.


i'm starting to feel the stress. 6 weeks to ct1 and we have so much to cover.

next week is orientation for jc1s!!! hope we got really good juniors. and may my angel/mortal be nice when we play the angel and mortal game. did u realise that i wrote angel/mortal without the 's'? becus i dun need so many good ones!! i just need one and it's time consuming and sweet enough to play the game with le. YEAH.

oh ya. i keep forgetting to tell qin. let's test if she reads this blog. eh, the hy add me on face book. am i suppose to add back?

tmr got choir. and it ends early.

qin still haven pass me the photos thru thumbdrive so i can onli upload those i got from facebook.

i forgot to upload the pictures from botanic garden. it's in the other com. shall try to put them up next time.

cny, is no longer abt ang paos and food. it's abt bonding with relatives even though u dunno their names. it's abt keepin in contact even without parents pulling u all together. played com with gabin, ginne , andy, elaine and angela... and also played connect 3/4/5 with gary, cus we're so bored at playing connect 4 onli. connect 5 is super hard to win while connect 3 is the opposite..

watched this dvd on a guy with no arms and legs. re-enforced my thinking on not judging ppl by what they do, how they look like. but we must like them for who they are... also i've gotta find out my purpose in life. he mentioned that he's was to be a speaker that inspires and help others. however, not everyone have to be a speaker too. so what's ur purpose? that aft all these years of education and sufferin, what do u wanna accomplish?

if u have to endure pain and sufferings in your life so much that u wanna die, will u still live on as u noe that one moment in ur life, u will get to save another person's life?

HEY YO. today is 2nd day of cny. stayed at home the whole day and have relatives coming over. it's quite fun la. talking to them and see how tall they've grown into. it's really ironic that once we've start to have the new year mood then we've to go back to the inflexible routine life.

once again, 630 in the morning . books in the afternoon. Sian.

at least there's no tuition this week.

happy chinese new year EVE eve EVE!!!!

there's cny celebration in sch aft 2 periods or phy lecture. we watched diff performance, have lao yu sheng and also celebrated ben's bday. he got this "BIRDay boy" paper sticked on his back and also a green colour cone on his head.

aft tt i went thai pan with some choir ppl for lunch. faith came too. it's really great to talk to her.

then i rush home, bath and went orchard to meet qin. aft pondering bet gg botanic gardens/ eat / watch movie, we've decided to take away food and go botanic gardens. it's really a nice place, there's fishes in the mud, swans cleaning themselves, rat (i think) running around, kids playing and PLANTS.

i will upload some pics next time.

oh did i mention the series of unfortunate event didnt just stop at that day? cus i've injured myself today. i scrapped off some skin while standing at the stone steps. at first the THING that was exposed was pale white.. so me and qin was wondering if it's flesh or bones or just skin... then after awhile it was dyed red by the blood. there's this constant pain in my ankle.. but when i feel SHARP pain.... it's either my pants touch the wound OR a fly landed on it. SO GROSS. ouch.

aft all these we went back orchard to eat pepper lunch and ice cream then head home. NOW, i'm gonna bath and clean my poor leg. :(


nevertheless, IT'S A HAPPY DAY.

qin is super funny!!! haha. it's like whatever interestin stuff i say she makes it even fun-er! i cant
believe she just read all my letters in 1/2 hr when i took so long to write and fold them!!! we gonna hang out more more more! esp during cny.

eh, dave. i hope u're ok. though i really wanted to complain all about u here! but i guess i shan't hurt u even more. ltr u cry! true friends says the truth even though it hurts. well, all i wan you to know is that there's a reason for everything. like why i'm all pesimistic about love. while u can say i'm a coward and all. but it's not gonna change my mindset. cus i still feel that we're too young to love anyone when u dun even know how to love urself properly. but i bet that concept doesnt apply to you since U R A GUY. so, just go and jio the girls. hahah. but dun target my friends ah.. and even though we're so diff, it's a miracle that we're friends for so long. keep it up man!

i'm in sch lab slacking!! haha. i really wanna go out to play. someone please come and take me far far away to a place without BOOKS ok?

ben's bday is coming. and he wish is to clear his debts. so... what presents should we get him?

i'm accident prone. yet it's not reflected on the paper. or may be the extend of me doing stupid things is still not as high? let's see, i've fall down while walking straight, bang into a pillar while turning round a corner and almost stepped on a cat. and all these happened in a day.

soo... is the report accurate?

LOVE. there's at least 14 definitions of it on the dictionary.com website. according to

2.	a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

i think i really love her. now i understand what gabriela and charmaine felt a few years back. they were so close that they thought they are lesbians. that's when they started to move away from each other. i also kinda know what debra felt when relationship breaks. hey, don't get worried. i'm not curved (un-straight). it's jus when i thought of losing a best friend make me want to cry. of course i did. but it's not gonna make the situation any better, q will still go. however, her impact in my life will never fade off. it will alwys be a part of me(as she changed my character partially) i know i've never said this b4, but the relationship workshop really taught me something relevant- appreciate others, so i'm gonna say it now as we do not know what's gonna happen tmr.

qin, i love you! i appreciate all your efforts in maintaining our friendship. i hope this will go on even when u're away but if it doesn't, rmb that we'ill meet someday again in heaven. so please go to church and read the bible!! don't get pulled away by this world.

i'm impressed by n. the way she can write things w/o caring who may thing abt her. sometimes being frank isnt a bad thing. although i understand why she wrote them, but i don't agree. i guess that's how human nature is, everyone reacts differently to situations.

i'm a possessive person? then why am i jealous?

this is a new start.

this time round, it will be different.