Sunday, October 4, 2015

I think I am a ...

Dear blog,

I think I'm a thinker. Cause the posts I wrote are so thought provoking that it still struck me today.

I think I'm a writer. Cause the posts I wrote are like needles and they still pierce me today.

I think I'm a loner. Cause the nights are still long and cold until today.


My friends who got access to my blog link today never knew this side of me. They ask: why are you so emotional? My reply is: cause you need a platform to show this side of you which you never showed to the world. As I am thinking about this question, my answer to their query evolved. I could have been emotional in the past because I needed an outlet to vent my frustrations, but now I use this platform for self reflection. Self reflecting could be happy, if you're contented with where you are now, or painful, if it's filled with regrets.

Well for me, it's anticipation. I'm waiting for the next change.