我知道，你不是让我宣泄的地方。但我若不在着宣泄，我就没有地方可去了。

今天 是对我的惩罚吗？把我丢弃，让我孤独是吗？或许我因该学学 大 s，自言自语:"我不会被打倒的。"

我没事。这是真的。虽然你什么都不知，但你让我孤独的这一天, 却给我加赠了一些感伤。

好难过的一天。

脑子里的另一个声音：世界上可怜的人多的是。不要在这里自觉得自己很可怜。因为你一点也不可怜。你这的已经很幸运的人，不要把你的错往别人身上推。

This week is the last week of classes for this semester. Time flies. I vividly remember the day when i just stepped into the seminar room and making new friends that I was so comfortable with now. The emotions for this week are quite complicated, a mix of happiness as holidays are coming and sadness as I'm about to part with my newly found friends with a tint of excitement for the next semester.

For those who feel the same as me, I was consoled by the words of a friend.

She said: "It's one semester and you've made good friends! Then the next semester your amount of good friends will double! You've alot of good friends instead of just maintaing the relationship with one group of friends only. "

Yeah, may these happiness multiply too...

Hey.

Life's been OKAY.

Seriously, when everyone else seems to be so busy over projects and after these few weeks, studying over exams. I feel that I'm actually OKAY. They stared at me with disbelieve.

I still have time to sleep, watch tv, rest at home. I think God is treating me real well.

However, recently the boss bidding is constantly on my mind. Like what should i bid for? What if i don't get them? What if i get them all ( which is what everybody who bids hope for) ? I'm afraid i can't cope with the workload.

Thankfully, i went for dg (some sort of cell group in school). I realised that everyone have their own worries but these are futile. As who can accomplish anything by worrying? Then the cause of worrying is due to lack of faith in God. I didn't trust him enough. I didn't truly believe that he will lead and provide me for the next sem, that he will be beside me when i face obstacles and struggles and he will lessen my burdens. So now i've prayed and added my bids, tomorrow I'ill see how God will lead me in my sem 2.

If you are feeling troubled and worried as well, why not flip the bible to Luke 12:22-34 and see what God wants to say to you?