How many emotional scars can a youngster handle?
How many words can be kept unspoken?
How many secrets can a heart contains?
Time of the month. The time for reflection, the time for pain, the time for tears.
I've gained alot from this trip and it made me ponder how much I've lost in the past years too.
Issues that I couldn't bring up. Words that I didn't know if I should believe. Tears that I shouldn't shed. I never liked crying, it feels like a loser unable to control her emotions.
I usually don't believe in lasting friendship. But now i wonder if it's something I've made up to prevent myself from the agony of sending someone important out of my life.
Monday, July 19, 2010
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Friday, July 2, 2010
Finally settled most of the stuff which deadlines are drawing close and BACK from ftb.
Now there's just a little time to update you on what's going on.
So, this week was hectic. Monday was rushing the slides and Tue- Thurs was camp.
Didn't get to sleep for around 1 full day for the camp this time round as i had to wake up on Fri morning to continue rushing the slides. there's also this CIP talk in school in the afternoon.
THEN IT WAS POURING SO HEAVILY, i was drenched and couldn't get to school on time. OK, i shouldn't blame the rain. cause i left house a little later and kinda lost my way. you must be wondering how can someone get lost going to town right? there's also surprises out there for you. so ya.
2 issues on my mind
it's hard to stand firm on my values, maybe it's because i don't exactly believe in what I've to do or that i really want to get to the dark side. I've always been adventurous (not literally), but whatever it is, standing in a pile of dirty water, it's difficult to stay clean.
Secondly, i really wanted to do it. I've even thought of it as a career. it's dangerous, don't make us worry, it's an expensive hobby. there's cold water all over my head. there's a higher risk in losing your life in that activity, but you've only one life, are you just going to spend it not trying out things that you love?
well, it may just be the spur of the moment, like you've said.
Now there's just a little time to update you on what's going on.
So, this week was hectic. Monday was rushing the slides and Tue- Thurs was camp.
Didn't get to sleep for around 1 full day for the camp this time round as i had to wake up on Fri morning to continue rushing the slides. there's also this CIP talk in school in the afternoon.
THEN IT WAS POURING SO HEAVILY, i was drenched and couldn't get to school on time. OK, i shouldn't blame the rain. cause i left house a little later and kinda lost my way. you must be wondering how can someone get lost going to town right? there's also surprises out there for you. so ya.
2 issues on my mind
it's hard to stand firm on my values, maybe it's because i don't exactly believe in what I've to do or that i really want to get to the dark side. I've always been adventurous (not literally), but whatever it is, standing in a pile of dirty water, it's difficult to stay clean.
Secondly, i really wanted to do it. I've even thought of it as a career. it's dangerous, don't make us worry, it's an expensive hobby. there's cold water all over my head. there's a higher risk in losing your life in that activity, but you've only one life, are you just going to spend it not trying out things that you love?
well, it may just be the spur of the moment, like you've said.
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