Dear Diary,
It's been 2 years since I came back here. My last post was before i graduated from SMU. With all those uncertainty and hope in the future. Well, things has worked out. Now I am one year into my job. I am in a place that is irrelevant to what I have studied and experienced previously. This job is the only door that was open and I believed was one that God was leading me into. However, one year onward, I pray for the opening of another door. I wasn't in a bad place, I just never had passion about it. It's like being together with a good man you don't love. It's a pity that you give him up, yet he never made your heart beats faster. I wonder which was worst. Being the rational me, or that i choose to think that I am rational, know that I can't move till I know my next step. I hope that the next time I come back here, I will have an answer for you.
