Hey Blog,

There's quite alot to update you with.

Firstly, you have been nice and faithful in keeping my previous posts.

It's really entertaining in looking at the posts since year 2009, that's like J1 (3 years ago).

A lot has changed since then. Relationships created and broken, friends that were by my side left, things that i have once wrote were forgotten.

Let's talk more about the recent events.

1) It's currently week 14, for those who don't know it means 1 more week of study break and then EXAMS and then HOLIDAYS! woohoo! Time really flies, i remember how dreadful it was during week 4 when i so wanted to cry and drop my class and now it's all over (except for the final exam).

2) Talked to David after so long. I was telling him how time flies, I met him in sec 3 which was 5 years ago. Then he said: " Time flies but for the people not using it and you seem to be using it pretty well!" It's true in a way, but it makes me wonder, why are we trying to accomplish so much with time? Can't we have crazy moments, time that we just did nothing? This links back to the movie i just watched, You're The Apple of my Eye. Those experiences of making noise in class, puppy love, not bother studying, not having a care in the world, at the age of 16. I don't seem to have them. Yes, my secondary school days are fun, but it's different. It was revolving about my studies most of the time.

Probably this is similar to what we learnt in marketing class- cognitive dissonance/ the grass is always greener on the other side. Even though i had fun then, i just kept thinking, why can't i have another kind of experience. You can't have the best of both world.

For those interested in the movie, which i highly recommend, here's the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xWzlwGVQ6_Q&feature=share

3) Being in an environment that wants results produced at the shortest possible time and ignoring the process, I tend to be rash and rush things. However, life's not like cup noodles, you can't have everything instant.

This is a lesson i need to learn, about driving, studies, relationships, plans, everything.

I probably don't expect people to find this blog, but if you do, if comment on the tagboard k. Just wanna keep track of how many people know my secrets.