I like it when you ask me to do things.
I like it when I've assignments to rush.
I like it when my schedule's all planned out.
I like it when I'm busy.

I like it as it shows how time is precious and can be use much more efficiently.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
did something really stupid. a mistake followed by another and another...
it takes lots of effort to make it right again.
should i go back to church tomorrow to sort it out?

on the bright side, i made an discovery. HEEHEE.

Caught in a mess.
LONG STORY. i guess you will never see this as u don't know my link, but i just want to say this: you're my friend, so is he.
plus, we have a more dedicate relationship as compared to yours.

Talking to yan and tian on the phone just now. reminds me of something that has ended. Yan say she doesn't know what happened in the end and Tian says i'm horrible to stop being friends and all. But when i did that, i thought it was the best way to protect both of us. Oh well, Shall update them on it next week when we meet up.

So ya.

There's some camp promotional day tmr at smu, but i can't find anyone to go with.
Cause i've no idea who's going to smu and is free tmr and will want to go camps too.
SAD. maybe i'ill just stay at home? too much camps isn't very good either.

Anw, i'ill be going for the freshman team building camp next week. Kind of nervous.
Though it's just 3 days, they ask us to bring 5 sets of clothes. scary. I don't know what to expect man.

I'm enjoying the feeling of being alone. walking down the streets leisurely, sorting out my thoughts, planning my day, don't need to fit into other people's timing, reading at starbucks... the list is never ending.

I'm becoming like a loner.

oh ya, Qin is finally coming back.

life's as it is.
had slight fever on sun. it was surprising since i don't usually have fever, and i recently got stung by mosquitoes in malaysia. Was wondering if i had dengue. Thank God it recovered by mon.

then mon i went to dentist to extract the other wisdom tooth. i was really glad that that's it. the last one in my mouth. no more such experience. phew. then it hurts. can't laugh, can't smile, can't sleep.

the rest of the days were watching dramas, planning games and facebook.
got to do my uni stuff too. but swen's so busy to coordinate with me. sian

I'm back from mission trip. I wonder if it's too much experiences of staying up late or age that I no longer have the desire to keep awake every night (or even on the last night) to hang out with friends.
Every single day, me and jie will roll out our mattresses and sleeping bags and sleep like we haven slept for years.

this mission trip is filled with both happy, surprising and angry moments.
Happy memories are for me to keep, surprising ones are for me to try it out again on someone and angry ones are to be forgotten. Well, friction always occurs when you become too close to someone. let's just forget them.

this month of june will fly past real quickly,
as every week is filled of activity.

so this coming monday will be a week of pain and blood.
Then sat will be bbq with tao nan.

2 weeks to start from nothing, 2 seconds to end and pretend it never exist.

Was watching the re-play of little nyonya today. There was this scene where the granddaughter called the grandma cruel for being able to cut ties with the person she love completely. Since she was not able to get together with him again without feeling guilty, the best way is to end it. I believe it must have been painful and I really admired her character as she was able to keep to her decision to end the relationship properly.

I collected my grad cert, a level cert and year book today. It's weird that 2 years of memories can be squeezed into 1 book. Pathetic.

Met up with swen and jia as we went to pakway to drink KOI and I ate lunch. hahaha. it's just a few weeks since we last met, but seems like we have so much to update each other that a few hours ain't enough. for the past week, all 3 or us have resign from our jobs, 2 of us went overseas, and i went for a camp! information overload. it's sad, that we're now left to update each other in our activities as we're no longer involved in each other's activities.

we have all decided on where we're going, be it if we're sure of what's ahead of us.


qin,
there's no news from you. I wonder if you've made ur choice too. will it be here or elsewhere? seems like this is how far we can go. communicating through emails. ha.
i know you won't be reading this as you can't access blogspot, but this serves as a reminder to me and you that i've once missed you, that it's hard to contact you, that you've been away.