i need to know what i want.
i need to be firm about it.
i need to fight for it.
i need to sustain my stand.
i need to achieve it.

why is it so hard to be truthful?

how have you been? that's the opening phrase for me now. it's sad isn't it. we used to be in each other's life. now we're just spectators waiting for updates.

we say we will meet. we keep saying that. however, when will the meeting be? it's always next time. well, life's like that. i thought i'm used to all these already. As we age, we've to prioritise and the time allocated to each becomes lesser or even none.

i really missed my class. it's so sad. i don't think i had ever missed a class that much before.
i don't regret sticking on when i should have taken bio instead of phy.
thank you. each and everyone of you. you've enriched my jc life. made these 2 years filled with fun and laughter.

oh well. things don't change do it?
i thought we were special. but it happens that she was too.
why am i disappointed? when there's nothing to begin with since years ago.