Finally settled most of the stuff which deadlines are drawing close and BACK from ftb.
Now there's just a little time to update you on what's going on.

So, this week was hectic. Monday was rushing the slides and Tue- Thurs was camp.
Didn't get to sleep for around 1 full day for the camp this time round as i had to wake up on Fri morning to continue rushing the slides. there's also this CIP talk in school in the afternoon.

THEN IT WAS POURING SO HEAVILY, i was drenched and couldn't get to school on time. OK, i shouldn't blame the rain. cause i left house a little later and kinda lost my way. you must be wondering how can someone get lost going to town right? there's also surprises out there for you. so ya.

2 issues on my mind

it's hard to stand firm on my values, maybe it's because i don't exactly believe in what I've to do or that i really want to get to the dark side. I've always been adventurous (not literally), but whatever it is, standing in a pile of dirty water, it's difficult to stay clean.

Secondly, i really wanted to do it. I've even thought of it as a career. it's dangerous, don't make us worry, it's an expensive hobby. there's cold water all over my head. there's a higher risk in losing your life in that activity, but you've only one life, are you just going to spend it not trying out things that you love?

well, it may just be the spur of the moment, like you've said.