I realised i seldom make decisions. Instead of choosing this over that, I went 'this choice opens more options in the future, choose this. Next time then i think what I want to do. ' This happened in my choosing of subject combi in JC. Seems like history is going to repeat.

Another problem it's so hard to say. NO. STOP. It's getting too far off. First time you can say that's it's not your fault as you aren't aware of what's going on. What about the Second time? The Third? You can't just push the blame to the other party.

Wait for reply, or just charge straight away with the other choice?