i studied alone today at Sing post as swen, yoon studying with other ppl, hoe's sick, tian not free and qin went shopping. oh well, at least yoon came to look for me for awhile.

when i think about the future, i'm feeling glad that all these are coming to an end. but when i'm studying at this moment, i'm scared that all these ain't enough. what if i haven't pushed myself hard enough? what if by studying a bit more i can achieve much more? however, if i did, ain't i depending on myself and not God?

that's why i hate to think. hate to plan.
just let me live day by day.

at least we study for a purpose.