haix.

when i was just having a little hope in love.
this had to happen again. on my best friend.

i know it's too late to say anything, that's why i wasn't scolding/blaming. or at least i tried not to. because no matter how much we cried for you or how hard you tried to smile, we all know u're the one that's bleeding inside. diff ppl have diff weakness, we jus have to overcome them with God's help by ourselves.

i really hoped you can come church with me.
because i really dun know what to say or how to help u... i know you can't just break off like that even though i think that's the best way. but i just hope that listening to God's words can help u make the right choice from now on.

my church tchr once asked:
"how many ppl have you brought to christ?"
... ... ...

"how many of them are still in church?"
...

"how many of them are still in church and are serving?"
.

you've definitely pulled me back from my holiday slacking mode to the face the reality mode.